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Gradwohl's cheek began to twitch. She whispered, "Have a care, pup. Had it been real, you might have gotten through it by having surprise on your right paw."
"Had it been real, there would be only three meth alive in this room right now." Marika spoke with conviction. She broke eye contact long enough to glance at the knife. "We had a saying in the Ponath. 'As strength goes.' " She had to say it in dialect. Gradwohl did not react. Perhaps it went past her.
"When I am manipulated or pushed, mistress, I must push back."
Gradwohl ignored her. She surveyed the silth, still perched upon their stools. "This assembly has served its purpose. It is as I suspected. Someone has been remiss. Someone allowed prejudice to overwhelm reason. Listen! This pup ambushed and destroyed a ranking sister of the Serke Community. And I promise you, that House is giving that fact a lot more attention than this one has."
Gradwohl stared at Marika hard. Marika continued to meet her gaze, refusing to be intimidated. Beneath, beyond the test of wills, she sensed a kindred soul.
"This assembly is at an end," Gradwohl said, still holding Marika's gaze. "Go. All but you, pup."
Silently, silth began filing out. Two helped carry Senior Zertan.
Barlog and Grauel did not move.
Braydic, though, Marika noted, had disappeared. Ever cautious and timid Braydic.
Just as well, perhaps. Just as well.
Marika focused upon this meth strong enough to rule the fractious Reugge Community.
Chapter Sixteen
I
Gradwohl climbed onto a stool. "Sit if you like," she told Marika.
Marika settled crosslegged upon the floor, as had been the custom among the packs of the upper Ponath. Furniture had been unknown in her dam's loghouse.
"Tell me about yourself, pup."
"Mistress?"
"Tell me your story. I want to know everything there is to know about you."
"You know, mistress. Through your agent Moragan."
Gradwohl seemed amused. "She was that transparent?"
"Only looking back."
"Nothing substitutes for direct examination. Begin simply. Tell me your story. What is your name?"
"Marika, mistress."
"Tell me about Marika. From her birth to this moment."
Marika sketched an autobiography which included her first awarenesses of her talent, her unusually close relationship with her male littermate Kublin, her troubles with one of the Wise of her dam's loghouse, and all her troubles during her stay at the fortress Akard.
Gradwohl nodded. "Interesting. But possibly even more interesting in complete privacy."
"Mistress?"
"You have told me very little about Marika inside."
Marika grew uneasy.
"Do not be frightened, pup."
"I am not, mistress."
"Liar. I met a most senior when I was your age. I was petrified. There is no need. I am here to help. You are not happy, are you? Honestly, now."
"No, mistress."
"Why not?"
She thought she had made that clear. Perhaps their backgrounds were too alien. She rambled till Gradwohl lost patience. "Get to the point, pup. There are no ears here but mine. Even were there, your sisters would make no reprisals for what you say. I will not permit that. And do not lie. I want to know what the real Marika thinks and feels."
Irked, Marika tested the water with a few mild remarks. When Gradwohl did not explode, she continued till she had revealed most of her dissatisfactions.
"Exactly what I suspected. An absolute lack of vision from the very beginning. I was not a feral myself, but I endured similar troubles. They sense strength and power, and it frightens them. In their way, silth have minds as small as any common meth. Those who might be surpassed want to stifle you before you develop the skills to command them. It is a severe shortcoming of the society silth have developed. Now. Tell me more about Akard."
Gradwohl spoke no more of Marika's place in things, nor of her feelings. Instead, she concentrated upon a minute examination of events during Akard's final days. "What has become of the other survivors? Especially the commtech and the tradermale?" She used the Ponath dialect word tradermale as though it was unfamiliar.
Marika reflected carefully before saying, "Braydic was assigned work in the communications center here." Had the most senior noted the sword-carrying meth who had threatened the guards behind Grauel, keeping them from interfering? "They will not let me see her. Bagnel vanished. I assume he rejoined his brotherhood. They say there is a tradermale place here in Maksche."
"Presumably I could reach him through his factors."
"Darkship, mistress?"
"The flying cross. That was you in the tower, was it not? You touched Norgis just before we set down."
"Yes, mistress."
"What did you think?"
"I was awed, mistress. The idea of riding such a thing... . I rode one coming down from Akard, but most of that escapes me."
"You are not frightened by it?"
"No, mistress."
"You do not find those-who-dwell frightening?"
"No, mistress."
"Good. That will be all, pup. Return to your quarters."
"Yes, mistress."
"There will be changes in your life, pup."
"Yes, mistress," Marika said as she walked toward the doorway.
Grauel went through first, surveyed the hallway, nodded. Barlog backed out behind Marika, rifle still trained on the most senior.
Not one word about the confrontation passed between the three of them.
The changes began immediately. The morning following the interview, a silth the age of Marika's dam came to her cell. She introduced herself as Dorteka. "I am your instructress, detached from the most senior's staff for that purpose. The most senior has ordered an individualized program for you. We will get started now." Plainly, Dorteka did not like her assignment, but she was careful to avoid saying so.
Marika would soon note a cloisterwide shift of attitude toward one who had caught the most senior's interest.
That first morning Dorteka took her to a meditation chamber. They sat upon the floor, across a table of the same stone as the cloister, in the eerie light of a single oil lamp. On Dorteka's side lay a clipboard and papers. Dorteka said, "Your education has been erratic. The most senior wants you to go back and begin at the beginning."
"I would be with pups ... "
"You will proceed at your own pace, independent of everyone else at every level. Where your training has been adequate, you will advance rapidly, to your limits." Dorteka straightened a paper. "What would you like to do for the sisterhood?"
Marika did not hesitate. "Fly the darkships. To the starworlds."
A trace of amusement showed in the tilt of Dorteka's ears. "So the most senior suggested. The darkship is possible. The starworlds are not."
"Why?"
"We were too late going out. We looked in the wrong places. The starworlds are all enfiefed, and they are guarded jealously by the sisterhoods who own them. Even to leave the planet now would mean an immediate challenge to darkwar. So darkwar can be our only reason for entering the dark. We will not. We have no one capable of challenging."
Puzzled, Marika asked, "What is darkwar? No one will explain."
"At your level it will be difficult to comprehend. In essence, darkwar is a bloodduel between the leading Mistresses of the Ships of Communities in conflict. The survivor wins the right of the dispute. Darkwar is rare because it usually seals the fate of an entire Community."
Bloodduel Marika understood. She nodded.
"Time enough for such things after you gain a solid foundation. You wish to become involved with the ships. Then you shall become involved, if you remain interested once you become qualified. There are never enough sisters willing to work them. You do read and write?"