Tainted Black, стр. 68
I turned, walking back towards the house, and when I spotted the blue sticky note glued to the door, I took it off, and a large grin took over my face. My heartbeat quickened, and I laughed out loud.
I laughed on the way into the house, walking through the hallway, and onto the deck, spotting the red recliner that once belonged to Mrs. Black in the far corner where I left it. It would forever remind me of them. Of him.
I tousled with the paper, and as I stepped onto the sand and faced the ocean, I realized tears were now streaming, a mixture of joy and sadness flooding my eyes.
He was gone, and I was sad, but only because I knew I would never see him again. Mr. Black. Theo Black. My first of many. But I was also overjoyed because he deserved this. We deserved this. We obtained some form of happiness when it seemed utterly impossible.
I studied the paper, his macho handwriting. On the note was a sketch of the tribal wave his tattoo artist had created for him. I remembered his promise—how he’d give me something to remember it by. He swore he’d get the sketch for me, even after the artist told him he didn’t give the sketches away or make copies of them.
But Theo was Theo. I was sure he’d had this for a while now because, low and behold, I had an exact replica of the sketch in my hands. And written beneath it were the words, “Told you I would get it. I guess being a Black has its perks.”
I clung to that note. I kept it in the bottom drawer of my desk in my classroom for years.
I clung to hope.
To fate.
To love.
That man’s soul was no longer stained, dipped, or tainted in black.
His soul had been bathed in gold, baptized to become someone pure.
No matter how far I went in life, or how being with him was oh, so wrong, I was never going to forget someone so incredible. Someone so wonderful. Someone so amazing—a person I couldn’t sum up with words, no matter how many I used.
I was never, in all my life, going to forget that man.
My incredible first lover.
My beautiful Theodore.
My loveable Mr. Black.
The End
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